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Is this thing still here?   
01:43pm 19/11/2006
 
music: Melt Banana
Dead diary, it's has been a while I've been busy to busy for you. People suck. Especially old people who think they'er young. Fat chicks in local bands suck. The scene sucks. Arkansas is sooo boring. I'm going to Tokyo baby anyone is wellcome to come along just have your our money though. I'm planing on selling my art to get there. Maybe someone will buy my crap.
 
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02:11pm 12/12/2005
 
mood: bouncy
Well I'm not dead yet. So thats good. It's a beautiful day for a barbieque. I hate Christmas It sucks , I also hate snow. I never get any gifts or anything and that's pretty lame. Cold weather is horrible. blah blah Rantsssssssss!
 
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I'm hot   
10:56pm 16/09/2005
   
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05:08pm 11/09/2005
 
music: Japanese music
Hey fuckers. where did all my friends go? This is the month of my birth. I tured the old age of 22 on the forth I'm old. wow It's kinda cool and stuff. Someone please post and be my friend.
 
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A truck full of forty seconds   
05:15pm 29/03/2005
 
music: Circle Takes the Square - as the roots undo
It's been a well my dear. To long. Have you forgotten about me?




and by the way Jade fuck you! jealousy will get you no where. He wanted me.
 
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I don't give a shit about wood I'm not a chemist   
01:51pm 10/10/2004
 
music: Refused - new noise
Well it's been a while and im at the library and its raining out side, well its not really raining anymore but it was earlier. the rain is good and all but acid rain destroys buildings and rainforests kind of like godzilla but only its rain, and it doesnt eat people. so the moral of the story is that you shouldnt go out and spraypaint signs, you also shouldnt do drugs. thank you have a nice day. I love Rick
 
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06:40pm 31/07/2004
 
music: Circle takes the Square - Crow Quill

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I'm too drunk right know I think of something clever   
03:15am 25/07/2004
 
mood: drunk
music: The Misfits - Die die my darling
Well well. Today was very interesting. There was a pot luck at my friend Candyce's house and well we were outside and we saw this nerdy boy walking down the street and we were like hey you should come over and he did. Well he turned out to suck and be a dorky christian boy he said he was a virgin, which didn't shock me at all since he had an umberella. I'm telling telling you this kid had no fucking personality, he just sat there with this smirk and his little umbrella. Anyways we nicknamed him Grody because his name was Jody and well it rhymes and he was really grody. Later on I'm even more drunk and an ex lover comes over with his new fix I didn't know why certain people glorify him he is just a fucking drunk...anyways this guy totally trys to makeout with me in the bathroom and I push him way. ha!!! There's this dude he just got into town not to long ago and he's totally different know he constantly repeats his self
and does this fucked up thing with his lip. It's the most shittiest thing you've ever seen in your entire fucking life! I thought his brother was bad... NO! He talks about anarchy and liberating the animals but he oppresses me with his Billie Idle smirk. Fuck I just realized I'm allmost out of smokes man! I want to have emo sex. Please apply within.


Hi: This is Candyce. EMO SEX IS A MYTH. EMO KIDS DON'T FUCK. THEY JUST CRY.

Well this is me agian and as you can see wee are drunk as fuck. Anarchy boy is passed out on the couch smashing the state in his dreams. I feel like fucking with him and doing something mean to him. There is this cute Asian girl she's really nice but I can't have her because she's taken. It's really late and too drunk too think of more dumb shit to write.Stop laughing at me. bye bye.
 
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Does fucking your mom still make you a virgin?   
12:13am 20/07/2004
 
music: Someplace to hide
Well today was interesting, my mom pissed me off and then there was a good show down town I loved all the bands that played, so that made my mood better. danced away my frustration. fun times. Talked to some really cool people. I hear The Locust is coming to town in september. Awesome.
 
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Why does this apple juice taste like urine?   
12:08pm 17/07/2004
 
music: Pageninetynine - Punk Rock In The Wrong Hands
Well it's been a while since I've updated my journal, nothing much going on but Saturday night I got into it with a fat girl in a really shitty band, well the band I was in and then I got drunk. I'm moving to a new apartment and I'm happy about that and a really good guy Dave gave me a bass and I've been playing around on it (slowly learning), I love it.
 
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Your face is a rape scene   
05:56pm 20/05/2004
 
music: From A Second Story Window - I Tryed VooDoo Once
Well today is another day gone by. Nothing to do, nowhere to go. My life seems more meaningless. Another day passes by. It's so fucking hot outside. I need a cold shower. Wanna join?
 
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The marlboro man was a duchebag   
04:11pm 06/05/2004
 
music: The number 12 looks like you - Jesus and Tori
Looks like metalcore is the new screamo go figure
 
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The vertical ray of the sun   
01:54pm 06/05/2004
 
music: Ed Gein - You suck at life...
He

tends to

take

photographs of the

sky


He
tends

to

think of death

black/white

distorted


the most

the most

beautiful thing


he has ever seen



he had the blusest eyes.




love is a joke without a punch line
 
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i dream robotic   
03:50pm 27/04/2004
 
music: Flowers In the Attic - Nameless and Faceless
I got a new piercing. Two lip piercings now that's hot.


Does anyone want to start a band with me? I'm looking.
 
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Dear diary I seem to be dead...   
12:01pm 26/04/2004
 
music: Black Cat # 13 - The Girl With the Wire Skull...
Today I'm watching my little brother he's so cute, he's barely two years old. I love him. I've been going to a lot of shows recently, it's good to go out every once and a while to get a breath of fresh air. I've also seen a person that I really hate. The site of this person pisses me off I wanted to stab them in the face but I just ignored them. I still think about Baltimore and Maryland and I realize that Arkansas isn't such a bad place after all. I love the South. The End
 
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This is a fine day to die   
04:05pm 06/04/2004
 
music: Deicide - Scars of the Crucifix
Hey guys. How's life? Well I'm waiting for my Flowers In The Attic CD to come in the mail and I ordered Textbook Traitors yesterday I can't wait I love that band. Anyways I'm still lonely,seen some friends I haven't talked to in a while they thought I was dead. Going to a show on thusday, Later. <3
 
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02:14pm 27/02/2004
 
music: Beloved - Defect From Decay
Well my life sucks. I've been depressed and heart broken. If anyone wants to be my boyfriend/girlfriend halla.
 
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Sex sales more records than luck...   
03:05pm 29/12/2003
 
music: Dispencing False Halos
Well I haven't updated this thing in a while. My computer is totally broken. I went to Baltimore like two weeks ago to see someone I was really in love with, but i tured out to be the worst experence of my life. I tryed to kill myself. I don't think I'll ever be the same agian.
 
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10:52pm 17/10/2003
  My computer has been broken for a long time, and that has caused the lack of updates.
This update courtesy of Kevin [info]strsxrxout.
 
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I'm sorry I lied   
01:09am 27/08/2003
 
music: Textbook Traitors - this is my speech act
looking in the mirror
all I see is this monster
staring back at me
I believe love and murder
equal the same thing
they both kill
The sky will not stop bleeding
this razor blade is taunting me and
my wrist wants to embrace its blade
as these pictures of what
we once were burn
I become an empty shell
and an open wound for you
I left you without saying goodbye
I'll be back next winter
 
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